Was there anything between us that prevented me from you?~Unknown

Things just always surprise you around the corner. People surprise me always. Why did our bond have to change and become awkward? But to tell you the truth i have always looked up to you in a different way from what you have perceived me as. Maybe it was because i had given you the wrong impression? I am not sure.But i know your feelings for me have changed into a different manner. I cannot tell why you changed your feelings, but i still respect you as an older figure. People have been telling me loads of stuff about us and what possibly could happen between us. But i am still firm to say i respect you as an older brother. Though today you hurt me by asking why i did this and that, but i can say to you only that i want and have changed over this past year because of the numerous things and events that have happened. But i want to keep things between us the same as before. But you just sound so possessive and jealous like a boyfriend. And at this stage i dun want it. But i thank you so much for being such a great close friend you have been to me for the past two years. Oh yes, and i did enjoy myself today, with such great friends YH and WT together hanging out and talking and having an awesome time together. i also want to thank the many friends that stuck to me throughout this past year, thanks for the excellent burger meal at burger bench (Apple):D:D

God i want to thank you for bringing many different people into my life. Thank you for allowing me to change and for changing my perspective in things. I think i have became more independent and headstrong. I now can stand up on my own without anyone at my side. I wish that at least for once allow me to make amends with the people i have grown distant with. Please Lord, i will always love you. Thanks for being my everything.

 “Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.” ~Unknown